- Current Music:Moog Cookbook - More Than a Feeling [BOSTON] *lolercaust*
I'm tired of being Distract0.
I am a cynical fuck. THANKS MOM!
I have faith in my little brother's ability to decide what's right for him. Sure he's lazy. Sure he'd rather play video games all day.... I did. But I didn't have the constant pressure of people trying to tell me how to live my life. Plus he was there to distract their attention from what I was doing. Now he gets them both all to himself, the somewhat senile conservative old man, and the negative anxiety of a post-menopausal mother. I can see that being one of the main factors contributing to why he can't focus. I go over to their house for an hour and I start to go mad. Once he gets out of there he can start to rebuild his life.
- Current Mood: tired
I wonder what this does to you.
….and I’m exhausted in many aspects of my life. Some time off would do me much good and I plan on doing a lot of relaxing type activities in the near future. If you’re also into relaxing and maybe consuming a bit of alcohol, a word that originated from Arabic during their studied of alchemy (btw), let a girl know and she will happily relax with you!
The more you know the more you know you don’t know.
Just being able to glimpse a bit of the connections between
cultures that occurs in a highly strategic area of the world, such as the
So now, on to the task of finding myself a new job, one that doesn’t leave me listless because of inactivity and repetition. If it’s something artistic, I really don’t have the portfolio to show for it. I guess the first step would be to create one that’s halfway respectable and work on more projects to post to it. Maybe I can get Rollie to help me with it!? He seems to have a trait most desired by one of my nature…the ability to finish things. Other than that I will be searching Craigslist for random things that seem interesting enough, maybe something where I can work on my feet.
Shift focus from mind to body.
- Current Mood: busy
- Current Music:humming light above me *DIE*